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07:25pm 06/01/2005
 
mood: pissed off
music: choking v- no gods no managers record
whats new whats new. um new years was fun i went and saw celestial darkness (i hope i spelled that right) and the one and only mutha fuckin p-dizzle. then we went to chrisy b's house. um then i went back to school which is sucking but i only have like a week left. yup that's about it.		  
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07:42pm 26/12/2004
 
music: original saturday night fever record
long time yup yup. um shit sucks my parents decided to randomly redecorate my room so they found a bunch of stuff they shouldn't of like my flask luckily i had my bowl on me that day so they didn't get that. um then i got a bunch of really gay shit for christmas. not to sound spoiled or anything but personally pink suspenders, t-shirts of bands i don't like, and one of those baseball caps with flaps would be classified as gay in my book anyway. i got some cool shit though mostly from relatives. yup so i'm bored, i got 2 unaccessable 40s under the deck and no one is home. grrrrr. but hey what else is new.		  
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09:33pm 20/11/2004
 
mood: drunk
music: business- hardcore hooligan
i drank too much last night and then some bad shit happened. and yea. not the greatest.

taylor: so how're you doin

steve: i'm still drunk and suicidal		  
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gasoline in paper bags   
02:21pm 19/10/2004
 
mood: relieved
music: the business
yes yes so lets see. well i got a shit load of money from cashing in all of my spare change and i just spent a shit load of money on some alcohol. so it's a nice combo there. so hopefully friday i'll get drunk. the goal is for at least me to get drunk if there's any left over then people can drink that but i haven't gotten drunk in almost 3 months now so it shouldn't take that much. hmmm i went to court today and my case got dismissed so i'm good for friday i'm just hoping i can make a plan with taylor to come over to my house before friday around 8 and help me convince my parents that i'm gonna go and sleep over so i dont have to go home shit faced. and sleeping over at places is fun.

i guess i'm in a band now with paul and matt we have 2 vocalists and still need a bassist and a drummer so this should be interesting. so far we're pretty good.

yup that's about all i can think of that's happened lately.


well see you guys later

signed,
yhn		  
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jesus drank my wine and ate my bread   
10:54pm 17/10/2004
 
mood: chipper
music: stockyard stoics
yup so i have school tommorow. i hate sundays. but i do enjoy fall. fall is awsome it's my favorite season of the year. so hopefully things will start looking up for me... hopefully		  
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it sure has been a while oh my droogies   
08:53pm 11/10/2004
 
mood: indifferent
music: the business
so yep yep yep there i was sitting in my room wondering what to do with the night. shall it be homework, downloading music, or just taking a nice stroll in the park when all three were cancelled out mainly due to laziness for 2/3. so i eventually became so bored that i updated this thing. so now here i am. ok hmmmm what's new....

i'm done with rehab
my boots came in the mail today
i had a knife fight with john on friday which was the high point of the evening
i'm half way done with my book club book only because i picked it up once
me and matt were gonna try and go into the city on friday maybe hit the ol' thrift shops and what not
greg's been labelled le deutsh cause he's a deutsh


so yea that's it for now

love ya forever
signed,
yhn		  
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09:50pm 25/08/2004
 
mood: sad
i keep realizing as the days go on that maybe everyone was right and i was just too stuborn in my thinking to see. idk what once made me happy now just pisses the shit out of me and makes me deppresed. hmmm

anyways no more rehab after this week!!!! so i'm gonna try to get earlier shifts at work and get the weekends off. then i can hang out with you bitches more.

steve's gone he left with out saying good bye partially because well i'm grounded but it's sad cause i never got to hang out with him. o well i think i'm gonna go visit him once school's out in january.

on thursday i get to go to an AA meeting with brian baker if he makes it. lol. that should be a kick.


signed
yhn		  
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02:37pm 24/08/2004
 
mood: horny
yep yep back in school. gonna be one easy ass semester and i get to go home early 3 days a week. hmmm went to the havoc show yesterday. squared off was the best part of my night but everyone was just standing there and i'd try to get someone to mosh but everyone was just standing so i'd throw some random person in and then like 2 or 3 more kids would jump in and then the random person would leave and it'd be a 4 person pit. yea but nothing new i think i graduate rehab this week. call me people!		  
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09:30pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: anxious
hey yea rehab is starting to become a little funner. those assholes think i'm still doing drugs cause i smoked like a week ago and they're all like you showed up positive and i'm like no shit i told you i would on the first day. but they are getting me out of being grounded which kicks ass. idk i can have friends over to watch movies. and therese might be my sponsor which would be awsome. i don't want some 40 year old guy being my sponsor i just think that's weird but that's just me. hmmm so yea i got a ton of books at the library on hoping freights and shit i was like wow i didn't the library had books on this shit. they're cool though lots of useful hints and stuff but i guess you have to do it first hand to really know what they're talking about and the joy they're feeling. idk i'm just getting tired of this town same ol' bullshit fucking police state plus i'm tired of the people in this town arrogant assholes and alot of my friends have changed which sucks. but if anyone wants to come with me on steve's great adventure that would be super awsome cause i kinda want a companion to come with me because i'd prefer to have a buddy to keep me componany and figure this shit out with me. :) c'mon it'll be fun. i'll buy liquor for the trip :) lol. if not it'll be me against the world bitches and guess who's coming out on top. let me give you a hint it ain't the ol' 9-5. well yea that's it idk even though i'm grounded i've been a lot happier lately it's weird. i guess a lot of worries and burdens have been dumped that and being grounded just lets me sit down and think more and idk i've thought a lot and i've realized a lot of things that before i just wouldn't admit even though it was biting me in the nose.
well that's it for now hope you all are having fun i know i am. yea my ass.


man leaving is making me so excited. i wish i could go right now but i think it'd be best to finish up school. i know what my first stop's going to be though, bloomington. :) then off to only god knows where. so c'mon come with. i'm leaving in the spring maybe summer if i find someone and they still have school.

yea well then good bye for now
signed yhn		  
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10:25pm 04/08/2004
  hey yea being grounded still sucks. hmmm rehab is boring met a lot of cool kids though. paul's an awsome guy i talked to him about movies and stuff. matt's cool too. yea but court date is coming up soon. can't wait. watched a lot of movies. if you haven't seen it the life of brian is a really good movie idk something about 20 guys being crusified and singing bright side of life really changes your perspective on life. i watched harold and maude or whatever. read evasion that's really makeing me want to leave again. get the fuck out of here. so yea i'm debating wether or not to finish highschool and leave now or wait until spring. either way i'm getting the fuck out of this town. i think i might wait till spring or just leave in the middle of the semester because i want to do some more research on it. it's going down though. i hate the idea of 9-5 for the rest of my life. well ttfn

signed-
yhn


i think i can use the phone again so call		  
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11:23am 30/07/2004
 

hey, yea idk. being grounded sucks. um i'm terribly deppresed, because i haven't seen people in a while and for other reasons. idk. shit sucks. and since i'm in rehab i can't drink, i can't smoke so morale of the story is i just have to tough it out which i can't do. nothings working out for me. o well shit happens :'(

hmmm well we made it in the blotter. although they say matt's name and casey's name and i'm mentioned as some random 16 year old boy. fucking pigs. although this might work out in my advantage.

god damn i need a drink but i can't have one cause it shows up on the hospitals drug test and i'm trying to get out of that shit as soon as possible.

well on my only bright note i met these really cool kids from michigan who were going to the clit 45 show. they were cool kids.

well yea i'm goin back to being deppressed and suicidal because i can't handle not interacting with people.

 

well good bye free people

signed yhn

 

 

ps sorry if no one awnsers the phone it's because most of the time no ones home or because i'm not allowed to use the phone anyways so people just don't pick it up to save you guys the trouble.

  
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10:19am 26/07/2004
  if you haven't heard the news i'm grounded got arrested again booo. if you want to talk to me before school starts email me before thursday punkguitarist683@hotmail.com email me if you want to make plans too hang out in like 2 weeks :) has to be late though i'm still grounded ;)


stupid pigs		  
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10:45am 17/07/2004
  yea so i'm back in the routine of doing nothing. gonna see steve today and that's the last exciting thing until the unseen show. jewel keeps making me work these ridiculous hours and then when i'm not working at jewel i have to do chores for my parents it blows. yesterday i got stuck weeding and building a trench. why the fuck do we need a trench. i think my dad's preparing for WWIII. hmmm yea well shit's been really boring too much working not enough hanging out. idk people need to call me then i can get out of working and go hang out with them. but of course i have no friends so that aint happening.  
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12:45am 16/07/2004
  well i had a kick ass night visiting johnathon over at papadeux he realy enjoyed us coming to visit him. but those sons of bitches ran out of everything. they didn't have any lobster on all you can eat lobster night, they ran out of lemonaid, they ran out of bread but john was nice enough to go and find us their last two loafs, then they didn't have any fried crab, then john served us the last of the icecream scrap it off the side. it was ridiculous. but then again we did spill water all over the table, put the scoops of butter from the dessert tray into the candles, we mixed all the different fake desserts together and combined it with water and ketchup. plus i stole the fake choclate cake and we found some hippy kids later on to give it to. we think those assholes didn't eat it though. we had a fun destructive night afterwards though. it was a night of true gentlemansy.  
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viruses eating leopards   
04:17pm 13/07/2004
 
music: fifteen
hey haven't been doing much lately but i got a lot planned. well lately i've been working a lot and havn't had time to hang out with people sorry :( it's been less enjoyable for me. but i got a nice strech of time where i'm not working so i'm taking full advantage of it. ok lets see the hairs going blue again. WOOO just got to pass it on by the rents and it's all good but that shouldn't be a problem. um some super awsome shows are coming nearer and nearer my friends and i hope to see you all there. we got the unseen, the virus, the good the bad and the left over crack, lower class brats are coming with the casulties now which sucks but i'm still gonna go to support my charming boys in bowlers and i'm gonna go see dillinger escape plan with steve. and well speaking of steve if taylor gets off work on saturday me and her are goin down to visit the ol' chap cause it would appear that lately he hasn't been havin too many kick ass times so we'll change that with a pack of beer, some smokes, and some broccli. gonna be some real fun times goin down but don't worry everyone i still have plenty of time spared to hang out with me old chums. never forget your friends cause they're the ones who bring you down in the end. :)lol allright i'm out		  
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01:33pm 11/07/2004
  wtf honestly wtf the loc cd comes out a fucking month early and they don't even tell us until now those bastards. god damn got to get my hands on one of those, if anyone is buying the new cd and wouldn't mind getting another copy that i'll pay you up front for please tell me. please please please please.  
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11:59pm 09/07/2004
 
mood: okay

ok i guess i'm a liar then that and really bored. ok lets see what have i've been up too in the last 3 weeks if i can even remember that long ago.  well if i haven't already told you i got arrested and had to pay a pretty penny of a fine $204 yea that sucks plus i'm on probation yet again. fun fun fun. well it's not gonna be in chronological order since i'm just writing whatever pops into my head.  so hmm well i keep trying to do things with people at night but they never seem to want to pick up they're phone when i call them which is rather disapointing cause then i'm stuck alone but i'm ungrounded now anyways. watched a lot of movies over the last 3 weeks especially a clockwork orange i think i watched that too many times... no that's impossible but at least twice to three times a day is a little excessive but then again that's the life of being grounded. rode my dad's bike a little just ridin doin nothin i was surprised they let me do that. still waiting for rob to give me a call. and i'm trying to hang out with steve which should be a fun time if we get to. bunch or really awsome kick ass shows coming up which i'm totally looking foward to. i hung out with lauren one night and got matches from some homeless person. he was cool box of matches for a cig fair trade. saw lots of people at frontier days which was super kick ass although it got boring when i couldn't find anyone. i saw god which was awsome. paul is the greatest god ever. saw matt a few times most of which he was drunk. saw my good buddy paul twice once at frontier days with matt and i randomly stoped by his house another time. hung out with maggie and taylor a few times too. lately i've been feeling pretty weird i'm not sure if i'm sick or what but i get like hot and cold spells where everyone else will be fine and i'll be shivering or burning up and then when i wake up i'm drenched in cold sweat it's starting to get annoying lol idk. well even though i've been grounded i had fun when i got to go out but now i'm not grounded so call me bitches!!!!

signed

your humble narator

 

 

 

too weird to live, too rare to die

  
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i'm good but no cigar   
04:40pm 22/06/2004
 
mood: heart broken
hello everyone. back from the great state of indiana where i had the weekend of my fucking life. i met the coolest people in the world there. everyone was just kick ass and everyone was super friendly to one another. but now i'm grounded cause my parents found out.



WOW so in the middle of my update i read something that's really heartbreaking. the only thing that i thought would have gotten me through this punishment was looking foward to seeing maggie again. but um yea she just broke up with me. so i'm not sure if you'll be seeing much of me in the future.

good bye comrades

this shall be my last entry in this here live journal.

i'm not sure if there's anything else keeping me going anymore		  
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10:43pm 12/06/2004
 
mood: amused
yes yesterday was my birthday!!! it was a fun time. lets see i got up walked around from 11:00 until 1:30 then i went to knights and saw allison, and amanda, and lauren, and some other girl i don't know i forget her name and they were all drunk which lead for some interesting conversations. then maggie and taylor came and i got some free two headed rabbit stuff. i found out how big of a bitch my mom really can be. then maggie went to dinner with my family and i found out what the cake was that she told my sister to get me. IT WAS MOTHER FUCKING WALLACE AND GROMMIT MUTHA FUCKAS!!!!!!!!! AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! lets see my grandma was a bitch too she made a really rude comment to maggie which kinda pissed me off. then we went back to knights and my ol' chums were all hangin around havin a bbq. later paul and nick and one other kid decided to wrestle in their boxers yea not what i wanted to see. after the show we went to taylors and watched headwig which was a pretty fucking good movie. um yea that was my birthday.

today i worked from 2-10 but i thought it was from 1-9 so i came in an hour early and just chilled. they bitched at me for last sunday but the new store head's pretty cool so he was just like yea next time that happens just call in sick. but i thought work would never end eight fucking hours at jewel with nothing to look foward to drags like hell.

tommorow HIPPIE BASHING

i got a cell phone. my very own phone. wow. i always get nicer things when i don't tell my parents what i want for my birthday.

o yea i also won the election by a land slide!!		  
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12:05am 10/06/2004
 

vote for me on friday :)		  
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